I guess he didn't want to see me enough
Maybe I said something wrong
Maybe I touched a wound, or killed a hope
Or didn't say anything at all
But when something's wrong with you,
Something's wrong with me
So I'm crying in my room
And trying not to scream
Because when I find myself at the bottom again
I see all the other things down here
Like how I should have gone to the last Anchorage
To be there for Shelby, despite the tears
I think about the past, which makes my stomach churn
And the girl whose sun I stole
I'm done.
He wants to run away
Sometimes he's fighting to keep alive
I'm afraid he'll go to Siberia
Without me this time
And, and, and
I have more
But it actually hurts to write them out
I guess it has before
I wonder how long you'll think I'm worth waiting for
I wonder how long till you slam the front door
I wonder how long I can keep up like this
But I know that you'll always be someone I miss
I'm sorry if I hurt you today
I don't know what I said
But when all I can do is lie in bed
It's awful hard to forget
I think I'm fading tonight
I think I'm fading tonight
I think that maybe I'm fading tonight