Ghost

Maybe I'm just a ghost
Dwelling among the people who used to love me
But I'm not in their sight, I'm not in their minds
So I'm the only one I'm haunting, it seems

So I sit in the corner with my knees to my chest
They think I don't care when I'm trying my best
If this is you putting our friendship to the test
I think I've given up now, so grade me an F

If they can't see the ghost of me
It's not worth all the blood I'm bleeding
People don't care like they did once
If you can't live without your friends, don't fall in love

I'm in the middle of a room crowded with faces
Screaming at the top of my lungs
Faces that I've known for years
And nobody even looks up

Where'd you go, where'd you go?
Will I ever even know?
I wanna say I'm in checkmate--
Does that happen to ghosts?



But you know where to find me
Thing is, you're not looking

Tears roll across my face as I lie down
Again
I honestly don't know why this time
It could be a number of things
I'm tired.


I wonder if for his birthday
He just wants me to be okay
I know he's been wanting that for quite a while
Okay
I'm okay